WHATS WRONG WITH ME

I say
Havent seen anything since yesterday
Smile alittle bit more and I'll be fine
As long as I can walk the line of reality
I say
I've done nothing wrong today
So I must get back
What I had to pay
Cause I am fine
Just cant get these voices out of my head
I am fine
Dont look at me that way
Would I stare at you If you would talk to yourself
Or lose control for awhile
So there must be nothing wrong
Cause I am fine

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DREAMS

In my dreams I see so many things
Some I believe some I fear
For it is death that I fear
As it stalks me from the rear
Death is what the serpent surley brings
To wake up is to quit
To keep dreaming might be your only chance
To conquer that serpent
That wants to kill you

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HUE

For as I paint this picture
So fair and true
All of the colors start to fade
TO a dull colored hue
If you would have seen it yesterday
You would have loved the blue
Red, green. yellow, and the gray
But now it is just another picture
For it has lost everything
That made it new

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SAY IT

Say the words
I've wanted to hear
All my life I've waited
So all I can do is wait here
And imagine the day you do
I must say that i fear
That I will never hear
Those words I have longed
To hear

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PRIDE

You see me the way
That I want you to see me
But not the way that I am
There are things in me
That will Be exposed on judgement day
But until then they shall be mine
Eating a hole in me everyday
Little by little it gets bigger
Till the day that I Cant take the lies
But still pride gets in the way
Cause if I expose my weakness
What will people think of me
And will they treat me diffrently
I dont know if I can take it
But what other choices do I have
Cause these secrets are just killing me

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DAMNED SOULS

I.
For some reason joy cannot be obtained
Whether it be by fate
Or it might have lost its way
for the way to me might be in a haze
Just as I have tried many ways
You must first know the true me
Which I let no one see
There are things in me which try to strangle me
But to let them win would first mean
to give up all hope and see the joy pass me by
With hope and love following close behind
I tried to cry out to them
But the secrets muffled my words so noone could hear
That which was happening to them
II.
I am a joyful man
Never want to see someone down
I have love in me but never want to share it
It might take up time
Plus what if they dont care
It might ve a bore and that I dont want
I saw a man down today but he didnt say a word
Even if he did its easy to say
I never heard him Surely someone else will help him
Cause I dont want to today

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CONSUMED

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BLINDNESS

Blindness comes over me
Or so I thought
My hands are tied
So I cant remove the blinds
Stumbling around in the darkness
Cant feel or see my way
Can anyone hear me yell
anyone to remove the blind
Or untie my hands
And help me out
Of this darkness

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JOY

To me a little joy goes a long way
But when it comes and tries to stay
Along comes something to take it away
You try to find where it has gone
And run until it is yet another dawn
Then you realize that it has never left your side

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PEACE

To find true peace within
One must find oneself within
Your mind which hides so much
Blocks out all that I dont want to remember
To me it just might be
A mental block
To overcome this wall that I have built
Will take all the strength that I have
To scale the wall and find the peace

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BLIND MAN AND THE CHRISTIAN -also by justin adams

  Blind Man:
Everyday is the same as the last
No color in my world
I remember what is was like in the past
But now it is all black
I could look back on what has happened
And curse every living thing
For why was I the one that went blind
While everyone else can see
I went to an art gallery today
Had them try to explain the art me
But its just not the same
To stand infront of a picture that i cant see
And have everyone say how beautiful they all are
While I see black
But to me now I wouldn't want it any other way
For i can
And will
See one day

Christian:
A tear drop falls
the moment is lost
destiny calls at the highest cost
a cry in the night
a desperate plee
walk in the light
make it all you see
I cry for you
in all your pain
I pray for you
to see again
you may be blind
in the physical world
but your sight you'll find
when you walk with the lord
no one needs sight
to know the power of him,
in all his might
everyone's sight is dim.

Blind Man:
But darkness is what i see
That it is what i have
For there is no joy in me
But I will give you a chance
For light is what i want to see
and to feel true love around me
For i am hollow
I have become quite ashamed
Of this affliction that i have
To not see is bitter sorrow
When beauty surrounds me
But i will not give up now
Just not yet
I will give you a chance
and see where i get
For sight might go
but your love you say stays

Christian:
Walk in God's hand
and I promise you this
next to him you'll stand
and your sight won't be missed
I guess I envy you
because you can't see
the people evil do
or the sin that's a part of me
tell me what's wrong
with this world here
that makes me long
for an end to my fear
what I want you to know
is that life goes on
your disability is your biggest foe
fight it before everything's gone
those who don't know the light
need to have a guide
you don't need physical sight
to bring them to his side.

Blind Man:
I will do as you say
For what do I have to risk?
If he’s not real
Then all I do is die
But if I am wrong
Then I must pay
But I wish to see you
No matter who you are
For it would be such bliss
Even though I am blind
I sin and have my faults
And even though I might be blind
I can still see the faults of man
I still have my fears
More then most I must say
For what can I do?
When someone needs me
For my eyes can help me
I feel my way where I go
And wish for the grave sometimes
But I fear death more than life
For what if God is real
And Heaven and Hell are to
I know that Hell would be mine
For I don’t know the God
That you speak of
Please tell me more
For I want to know him
And have the hope that you have

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